Two days to go and yet nothing.
I am travelling to India in a couple of days and yet I have no excitement that usually accompanies it. Ofcourse, there is a lot on my mind w.r.t work, but its this void that is slowly seeping in, and with every new day, the void and the silence is deafening, terrifying and engulfing. This time, I dont want to share it with anyone. As one of my friends wrote in her blog - "Staying quiet doesn't mean I have nothing to say. It means you are not ready to hear my thoughts". I'd like to add, staying quiet doesn't mean a disconnection. Some times silence is the best form of expressing ones thoughts when nothing else works and everything else is misunderstood. It is the best way to remain connected to the other person in our own way. But, unfortunately, silence is misunderstood too.
For many reasons, I am very very eagerly looking to getting away from here. I need a change and a vacation and a long one at that. I need to rediscover myself. I wish to go on a sort of road trip for a week, all by myself.
I feel I dont know what I need, but then again, I actually know what I need.
I am looking forward to this trip in great hope.
Cheers to life
Brijesh
If only..... and in parts....
Tum itna jo muskuraa rahe ho
