Fight against my inner demons

I am fighting my inner demons that have haunted me for some time now. Their existence is such that I didn't even realize it. Today, while playing racket ball everything was suddenly black and white. For a month I was still reeling and trying hard to come out of the well I went into a long time back. Today, I have come out of it. Today I know the demons exists and how the lingered so long.

This fight is purely for me. For me to become a better person. I realized in the last three years I have seen my actual self again. Now its time to become a better person. Now its time to fight back. This new year's start has perhaps been the best so far. Now, it doesn't mean all the things are going my way. Actually nothing has so far. But I see the potential to be really something. I see the potential for a really good foot hold in all things pertaining to me. A late start at 28 but a start none the less. After a long time, I find myself not bothered about what others are going to think of me. This fight is mine. My own. For me. No one else. And I am glad, the realization is from within. But a huge thanks to the person who shook me enough to get to this point.

NOTE : I will probably edit this post later..as there are thing I would want to make clear..but I cant frame them now.

26 cheers to life
Brijesh