Ahh, the pain! it hurts so much so that it translates to nightmares
Like an adult telling a child its allright
I talk myself to sleep every other night.
I wake up every morning owing to myself
today its going to get better, its going to be different.
But alas! this pain doesn't go,
it has lingered too long, may be a little too long
that the day it vanishes, I will feel both extreme happiness and a void.
I fear it will become a part of me,
I hate this pain, but in retrospect it is also good
For it is pure, it shows me for who I really am
I feel helpless before it as I am unaware of its depth
But this pain! it hurts the more I know.
Like an adult telling a child its allright
I talk myself to sleep every other night.
I wake up every morning owing to myself
today its going to get better, its going to be different.
But alas! this pain doesn't go,
it has lingered too long, may be a little too long
that the day it vanishes, I will feel both extreme happiness and a void.
I fear it will become a part of me,
I hate this pain, but in retrospect it is also good
For it is pure, it shows me for who I really am
I feel helpless before it as I am unaware of its depth
But this pain! it hurts the more I know.